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and whats been going on in short: Went to NY and it was AMAZING. Came back did random crap like work but we were rained out most of last weekend. and the other night i had an over the phone date with my bf, mike, watching the meteor shower and it was breath taking. love meteors. awesomeness. this week was alot of cleaning and preparing for him to come over this weekend. he's visiting sunday into monday then going back monday night. im super excited. his birthday is on the 30th so we'll prolly be doing something for his birthday this weekend. oh well. going to continue cleaning and preparing.

until next time my fellow deviants, i bid u adieu.

~ochi<3

So last night I hung out with my friend Siobhan from work at the plaza and we decided that Monday we're going to NY. Fucking brilliant plan. She has a car and we both have money and Mike and his roomie Dusty are excited to see us. lol awesome. We're all pumped! The beauty of Fright fest is that we have the week off and have nothing to do. I was pretty sure I wouldn't be able to see him for almost a month more. She made me the happiest girl in the world last night. She's my best friend, I love her.

So planning and packing started. We're going for a few days, we'll be leaving Monday afternoon and stay until I'm guessing Thursday afternoon. Cuz we have work Friday. SO PUMPED.

So I have to start getting ready for work now. 5-11pm ugh.

~ochi<3 {so happy, so in love, and absolutely grateful for wonderful friends}

Now that fright fest has started anew ive been lazing about my house during the week with nothing to do. Its kinda sad. So I've been talking to the boy on the phone, sketching, reading comics, and putting new songs on my ipod. Random crap.

It's been over a month since I've seen my boyfriend. I miss him a lot. More so on some days then others. I get depressed easier now a days but i try to stay cheery as much as possible! It kinda helps me cope if i try not to think about the distance and to think more about how happy I'll be when I get to see him (which is the 25th of this month and he goes home finally on the 12th of December). This journal is getting depressing.
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So I'm completely in love with my section in fright fest and also completely in love with the trails now that they are finished and stirring with life. It's amazing and I think everyone should check them out if they decide to go to six flags great adventure for fright fest. You do have to pay extra for the trails but they're only 5 dollars a piece. Not expensive at all and completely worth every penny.
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(trying to think of other cool and or exciting things to talk about) ... I got nothing. Brain fart. Well I guess that's it for now.

~ochi<3

A lot has happened these past few weeks. [I guess I can refer to that as this last month.] On a few different aspects of my life.

On the work aspect, I auditioned for Fright Fest again for this year and I got casted for the grave yard, which is gonna be a lakeside mini trail that you don't have to pay for, hurray. The normal season is coming to a close on Monday and we'll only be open on the weekends here after. Which is ok because I'll still be working through out the week doing work crew stuff like I did last year.

And stuff that's changed on a personal level this past month or so... My bf that I've been dating these past 10 months and I broke up a few weeks ago. Due to the fact that he was overly clingy and possessive and I couldn't stand it and ended up getting feelings for someone else in the last month of the relationship. Which after I broke it off with my ex I started to hang out with a lot more. He was more of my male advice giver and really close friend. It didn't occur to me until after I broke it off with my ex that the feelings I had toward the other guy was more then just friendly. On the 28th of Aug. he ended up asking me out, and I said yes. So far so good. But the only deal is that he lives in housing for Six Flags and when the season is over he goes home... To Long Island. We decided to think about what's gonna happen when it happens and pretty much live for the day. It's kind of sad to think that we're not gonna be able to see each other as often after the season ends. He said he was willing to come visit and stuff so we can see each other but that wouldn't be very often because he's getting a preforming job at a casino in the Catskills in up-state NY. Which is an 8 hour drive from here. Oh well. FML.

~ochi[for better or for worse. I'm still pretty happy right now][happier then I've been in a looong while.]

yep.

~ochi<3